Hey Jennifer! Okay some very interesting questions here lol…

Who’s vote’s do I think I WILL get? And who’s votes do I think I WON’T get? That is a very good question and honestly that’s really the hardest one to answer right now after reading many of the jury’s questions. As far as who’s votes I could easily not get it would have to be the asian alliance. And that’s of course because I had a hand in turning on them, but at the same time SO DID TREVOR so that’s really a toss up, it could go either way. And maybe not Rick’s vote because he and I were not able to connect on a personal level yet… As far as votes I’m pretty certain about getting I would say Alf (that’s for obvious reasons) and after reading your jury speech Jenn I would probably say you lol. I think you have a better understanding of how I played this game, more than probably most people here. And on top of that I know how you feel about Trevor at the moment. So it would make sense but nothing is ever 100% certain in this game.

Jenn the only thing I can think of to your question about what all those countries have in common is The Common Wealth Games. Which I guess is like a multi-sport even involving athletes from the Commonwealth of Nations. They take place every 4 year. If I’m right I kinda like what you did there jenn lol. That totally relates to this game.

And there are 6 states and 10 territories in Australia if I’m correct Jenn.

I give the hosts an 8/10 as far as hosting because I know the season wasn’t perfect but they did their very best to pick up the slack that Aston was not around for. So thank you Emma, Lucas, Evan, and YES you Aston for making a great season and putting this diverse bunch of people together.

The reason I’m not playing too many ORGs anymore is because sometimes I realized the game would just feel like work. Yes I have fun playing but sometimes it can seem like a chore to me and I don’t wanna ever feel like that’s what this game is to me. And even though this is only my 4^th game its been 4 VERY LONG games. I’ve never missed the F4 in any game I’ve played and this is my 3^rd straight FTC. And I’ve competed in every challenge for all my seasons. Its not over for me for good, but its time for a much needed break. I know this won’t completely be the end for me. I’ll be back ;)

From 1 to 10 how would I rate myself in bed?? I don’t know, why don’t you just ask Alf he’ll know lmao

Thanks for playing Jenn it was a pleasure!  

Jenn,

I am not sure it is worth typing endless comments or answers to your questions. The idea of this game at the current situation we are at is to obtain your vote. You clearly have stated you are not voting for me and I do understand that.

I will just make some points to your points/comments and leave it at that:

I told you I was going to be loyal to Tyler and you correct, you knew this so your statement does not make sense – you were happy Tyler was with us

If I felt like taking Alf and Tyler to the finals because I could never beat them makes no sense – I guess you think I am that stupid – that is your choice

About the Alf/Idol thing – will comment below

About the friendship thing – will comment below

I did not want to vote you out because I swore I would never vote you – and because you have a history of shutting me out a lot, I cannot remember the amount of times you defriended me and refriended me when it suited your purpose

I never contacted you out of all the others because you told me never to contact you or speak to you again – really I respect your wishes and you dump on me about it

You never thought of voting me out correct like I never thought about voting you out – not sure your point here

If I turned on Alf and Tyler as mentioned I am not as confident in trust as much as I give it out – case in point our friendship – see below

I am not going to win – I get it Jenn – say it to the world be proud that

I will not win – it is just a game and you have taken this WAY to far

I never made ANY final 2 deals except with you and Tyler…. So logic dictates someone had to be lied too – never made that decision until I made an error by protecting the Alf/Tyler real world relationship and I thought I was giving loyalty by not spreading it

I kissed ass – a narrow observation – its called loyalty Jenn – yes you are the victim of a choice I made – I am sorry – continue the hate I understand

Tyler will be the first one to acknowledge we made decisions as a team – however, did not realize Alf was really pulling strings

Jenn in other ORGS we played in you demanded I give you any HII idols. You demanded in this ORG as well. I gave it to you not because I wanted too – because you asked. I wanted to avoid a fight. I continue to play these games with you always trying to avoid a fight. Then when I have information to share – you always need a screen shot. I never ask for screenshots from you and take your word on trust. This is the point about playing the idol by throwing it away – I did not want to have to give to you again. How would I know I did not need it to protect against the four.

Our friendship…. As I have pointed out I never knew you valued our friendship this much. My worry about you getting voted out was that you would freak out and rant like you do (Alf in the past, Sardinia and now here). I never had any idea we were that close. When we talk you always are demanding screen shots that moment and if I did not – you would tell me fine go play with fat fuck Mohammed or deal with that ass Alf etc etc etc……… You claim you are honest with everything – admit to that – admit you rant the moment you do not get your way. I have tolerated it to this point because I like you a lot and think you’re a good person – you just seem angry a lot. Every time we chat it is not much about personal – I know nothing about you. I try to get to know you more – you have me on restricted access on facebook and no NO access – yet again.

So if you value this friendship the way you do and are so fired up about it – how come you never told me this in private chat.

Anyways onto your questions:

Alf was told about the plan to pretend they were voting me so I would not have to get into a war about my idol – Alf used this to help Tyler’s jury game I see

You were one of two people I wanted to go to the end with – a loyal alliance member and partner

Tyler’s friendship more than yours – see below – bottom of page

I did not make MANY final 2 – I made 2 of them with you and Tyler

Yes I am happy with the way I played until I made the mistake of not getting Alf out - more to do with what I found out now about him and his tricks to hand Tyler the victory

Last point about how I played and would I change:

I am not sure your stance about the entire jury hates the way I played – if that is true then it is what it is. I would not change the way I played because of the following points:

I never lied to anyone about my end game – I never agreed with anyone final 2 except you and Tyler I wanted to approach everyone after the game to explain and hope to stay in contact with them – I learned in Sardinia to not be afraid and speak to people after a vote I stayed loyal to my main alliance of Tyler – and I did not support you fully towards the end when I found out the Tyler/Alf connection – again I admit that mistake numerous times I tried to help people I liked Mohammed, Renz and Jenn with trying to put the vote elsewhere and work other avenues – turns out I may need to “just go for it” next time. In the end I sit with someone who you say will win – if they do then Congrats Tyler……..

Jenn I knew you longer than Tyler. I worked with you in Sardinia then when you were voted out – you cut me off and ignored me for weeks. Then when I voted Hazim you freaked out. Told me to go to hell and enjoy my gay relationship with Hazim. I will state one more time Hazim was voted because he played better than the other two by a landslide. Then we played in Germany or Bali and the minute I was gone – no chat from you saying how bad you felt – only thing you said was did you have an idol before I left. You claim to base this horrible hate list on the trust you lost with me based on this close friendship. Final time I will say this – I was happy to hear you did value everything up to this point – your mistake was never making me feel like your close friend. Just someone who will work with you to get you to the end and hopefully me. Tyler is a great guy, he chats constantly with me. We still chat in Five Alive from Sardinia. I know a lot more about him than I do you. He is a lover not a fighter, he wears his heart on his sleeve, he works a shift job which kills him lol, we have been on an emoticon float at the gay pride parade. I support him and call him son a lot – he would make any Dad proud and we continue to chat today. Even when we agreed not to slag each other during jury – it has happened – however, I know we both will be good after all this – win or lose.

In the end Jenn I am sorry we have lost something I never knew was so important to you. I will not beg for your love again. You are stubborn and know what you want in life. I respect that and wish you all the success in the world both in Orgs and in life. You must be a scorpio – fire breathing, ass kicking, bitch bustin machine. I don’t even know your birth date.

Thanks for being a part of my introduction to the ORG world and hope time and space will heal some wounds. I am truly sorry for upsetting you period.

I do love you…….. you crazy girl!!!!